Naajayaj नाजायज़ illegitimate- NaamKaran नामकरण TV serial on STARPlus

Naajayaj नाजायज़ illegitimate: this word hits at our mind with a big bang? and who else other than #Mahesh Bhatt, the master crafts man has done it again with his TV serial NaamKaran नामकरण

All his films have done so, they just strike at our conscience. What a nice way he has done this through this TV serial? Through the eyes of a small girl Avni? Questions emanating from her eyes are beautifully captured.

The questions, this small girl asks, every question is big bang on the concept of norms of “morality” prevalent in our society. rather I should use the word- Indian society? Giving answers to her questions, the society exposes itself rather answering her question.
The actors are normal actors but the treatment, direction, editing, dialogue, use of sound- use of SILENCE, use of eyes, all such things are justifiably fully utilized, as he is a master crafts man.
Watching the TV serial-Naamkaran is just like going through a hypnotism therapy session? Does he knows the witchcraft??  I think he knows the language of screen/cinema very well.
Why Avni is an illegitimate child? Why the child has to suffer, for which she is not responsible?
Who will answer all her questions; in the Tv serial her grandmother Fatima Bano utilized her own craft to answer or rather divert energies of child. Because the grand mother has also suffered some kind of disaster in her past life and she knows the ground reality. Or I may be wrong?
The story is a story of every common man in India (I suppose). The word नाजायज़ illegitimate is very well known to all Indians. Whatever language, traditions, religions, culture, sects, caste, faith they follow but the word remains intact, its meaning doesn’t change? नाजायज़ illegitimate. Words may vary but meaning is universal across boundaries.
Fatima Bano the grandmother tells Avni that for people it has different meaning but you are not नाजायज़ illegitimate, whatever people may say, since you are child of LOVE. Your mother is the true person who has given you birth. And the tikku who has cared for you and your mother tirelessly selflessly without any greed is the true man for whom Avni is a real child. There is no place of this word for these two persons.
Society needs introspection if they really want to know the meaning of नाजायज़ illegitimate. What they are doing on daily basis whether it is नाजायज़ illegitimate? Or not?

What a small child wants? Avni wants a NORMAL family. She wants that her father and mother live together in a house. Father drops child at school and attends all her school functions as all other fathers do.
She don’t know from which family she belongs to?. She don’t know or cares what Dayawanti Mehta, mother of her father wants? 
Often the male-the father has to take lead and break the silence. But what i have seen is that it is the women in such situations come up as STRONG persons. They bear the brunt. They bear the barbs of society. They rear their child. Father either moves away or die.   Asish Mehta in this Tv serial is not courageous enough to bluntly tell his mother. Nor he can leave her mother and immediate family/society.
Let’s see how Mahesh Bhatt has treated this story? where his hero-the man or the Child AVNI leads to?
This Tv serial will also highlight the duty of parents. what society can do in such situations? 
Mahesh Bhatt has made several films based on inspiration from his own life (as is said). But he is a master film maker. I did not know that he has also produced another TV serial Udaan??? That serials also i liked very much. 
 
Mother is the utmost truth of this universe. Father is not. Centuries ago Jabaala was the true mother who told the truth to her child. And that child became a rishi? Similarly in the movie SATYAKAAM story was shown about an illegitimate son. Born to the mother played by Sharmila Tagore and the father was played by Dharmendra.

At one hand society indulges in such kind of acts and activities but on the other hand do not face the consequences of its own doing- i.e. a child born out of such acts of two individuals of society is called as illegitimate?? WHY?
During post-Independence and rather before also the dancing girls were not accommodated in the society, as false notion of morality did not allow. But it was a custom or status symbol to or keep courtesans as patron. There are plenty of stories in our present day society. In movies also we have seen to save honour of family often courtesans were asked to help. In many ways they were used, either to keep mum, not to open their mouth? Not to let out the truth. Or give a child or a male child to be used as heir apparent.  Or sometimes become a bride of house.

A song “Khilona jaan kar tumto mera dil tod jate ho” in film Khilona, where a girl was brought to help a mental patient played by Sanjeev kumar. The role was beautifully played by Mumtaz ji. 
Bahu Begum?

In one film a dancing girl was invited to become bride of the house, Great tragedy queen, Meena Kumari ji played the role. The palanquin was brought inside the haveli and bride entered the haveli to keep the honour of family intact. Ashok Kumar was the groom. This bride came(hired?) from a house of a courtesan? as where else women is available for payment? Little they or she know that it was her house, Haveli where she was supposed to be living? but due to some events she ran away and landed in a brothel?


Pakeezah was the child of a respected honourable person of society? but her mother was a dancing girl. That person, played by Ashok Kumar was her father then how the child was Illegitimate? 
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In film Umrao Jaan, the girl was abducted kidnapped was also from a respected family? But Bismil, the daughter of Khanum bi also had a father? without a father there can’t be any child? then how that child became illegitimate?
Amrapali was also a child born to some couple who belonged to society? But i dont know, how and why she was made a Nagar Wadhu? bride of the town? and she then was forced to entertain the nobility of the town? She became illegitimate? even having been utilized by every nobility? royal man?
God knows how many kings ascended thrones and were illegitimate child of the kings or queens. History is to be researched for such cases. Few were called नाजायज़? .
Centuries ago when jabala told her son that she do not know who his father is, the child told to sage Gautama same thing. Pleased at the truthfulness of the child and his mother jabala, he accepted child as his student. He is known as Satyakam jabala??
Satyakama graduates and becomes a celebrated sage, according to the Hindu tradition, and a Vedic school is named after him, as is the influential ancient text Jabala Upanishad – a treatise on Sannyasa (Hindu monk, monastic life). Upakosala Kamalayana was a student of Satyakama Jabala, whose story is also presented in the Chandogya Upanishad.
(taken form wiki)

After independence many courtesans adopted the families of their patrons and lived their whole life behind curtains. They never came out of the silence. Few families migrated and settled in other cities, where no one bothers about such things, till they entangle into the process of discussing marriage proposals? Since, in few families the kundali and family background is asked before marriages.

When i see such things in Indian society, there are similar things in western society as well? There are hundreds thousands of cases in India where the such illegitimate child have become well known figures in Arts. Great Singers, Musicians, Dancers etc. They belonged to age old traditions? But all of them were fathered by Most respected fathers? Few were Judge, Lawyers, Officers, even few were Brahmins, Thakurs, Businessmen called themselves as Respected Men?

images (72)download (24) In this Tv serial, they cleverly named it Krishnadasi on Colors channel? instead of Devdasi? this serial also shows story of a child, that was called, blamed as Illegitimate child? why? because the girl was daughter of a Devdasi? But her father was respected MEN?

But all i see is that a Mother is a mother, nothing else? She can’t be illegitimate? neither the child?

Thus I pray for all Mothers, even they are symbols just like our BhooDevi, Mother earth? who bears everything?

Mother is always great. She can’t be illegitimate?

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CHILD ABUSE at home : Child sexual abuse, what can we call it?

While sleeping i felt something unusual, But deep in sleep i could not figure it out. I felt a human body beside me. Thus clinging to that warm body I slept again. Now i know how it is dangerous to fall asleep.

He after applying his liquid kisses on me, tried to take me into his tight embrace. I also put my arms around him. He was so pleased by this that again he gave me his liquid kisses. He uses his tongue to lick my cheeks. Putting his lips on my cheeks, he sucks my cheeks tightly. He then as if assuring me tried to caress all over my head, my body and planted kiss on my forehead.

After that whenever i felt something i would move. He immediately took me into his grip of arms. Presented kisses as if, saying don’t worry, everything is ok. For assurance i had bounty of his liquid kisses on me. He many times would say “good child”.

I had picked up habit of imitating him. Whatever he did i did try to do same. He used to kiss on my forehead, cheeks, neck, eyes. i also tried to cling to him and try to kiss him on his chest and his cheeks. When he moved his body towards me then i kissed him. I also imitated him by placing my arms around him.

he was kissing me all over. His chest was over my mouth suddenly his nipples were touching  my mouth I tried to put lips on them. He liked it. he then moved close towards me and adjusted me so that my mouth be placed on his chest, So that my lips touch his nipples. As soon as his nipples came in contact if my lips I tried to firm up my lips as if I tried to kiss. He liked it. Actually he was trying to adjust himself so that I can do it again on him. He gone mad at that time with lots of groaning moaning sounds. He madly kissed me again and again. He just ate my cheeks as if he will puncture my cheeks. My cheeks were full of his saliva. He rolled his warm tongue all over my cheeks. He sucked cheeks strongly. Whole of my cheeks he pulled just like making vacuum inside his mouth.

When i tried to suck his nipple he laughed. I heard him laugh in that darkness. My ears were full of thumping sounds of my heart and his heart. His chest was so close to my face. He was taller and huge well built guy.

Then he placed his leg on me as if keeping me under his control. After I slept i didn’t know what happened? when he came? when he untied his cloths?. But when he placed his leg on me then the touch of his skin indicated that is without cloths.

When he placed his leg on me, my hand touched his thighs. he lifted his leg and adjusted himself so that my hand touch him where both of his leg meet. He pressed his arms around me tightly, he pushed me down and funny thing was that he presented many kisses.

Again while sleeping in this posture suddenly some movements woke me up. my hand found that he had loosened his loin cloth and he was rubbing himself against my body. there it was, a very hard erect thing. He might have also known that i have woken-up so he again encircled me with his strong arms and pulled towards his chest and tried to assure with soft kisses and started licking me. he guided my hand with his hand and placed it around that pulpy tube like organ. he guided my palm to grip it and make movements. By All that he meant as to tell me what to do??

My palm touched that stiff, erect hard thing. what was it? A hard fleshy thing. He started moaning. suddenly he took me into his tight grip OF ARMS as if i thought he will break my bones. But he did not forget his liquid kisses. I was made to turn halfway, now i was completely in his grip. He started rubbing vigorously his belly against me. I think he knew that i loved his liquid kisses, thus whenever i tried to stop him, softening his grips he kissed on me with his saliva kisses.

As he tightened his arms around me, he thrust his belly on me with more force. After that when i tried to move he would just soften his arms. when i again start sleeping he would again do something.  All few days all this touching thing went on.

That day also he stayed in my house. Strangely i was sleeping, something happened, since by now i had become habitual of this body touching and tight grips. thus thinking that something happening as usual, carelessly i just put my arms also around him and slept.

I felt some pressure, he kissed me. He was partly naked. i felt his bare chest at my back.

when he applied force that time i might have woken up, he then forcefully took me into arms and was thrusting his belly into my back.  He had trapped me in his arms so i could not move freely, he caressed all over my body. he surveyed my back. When he forcefully pressed his belly into my back i was shocked. there he had applied his saliva, at that moment when he thrust his organ into me and When his raw flesh (devil) touched on that spot i was blown into pieces. He thrust his fly. his organ was trying to pierce into me. He was halfway through. At that moment With full force I moved a little and came out of bed and failed his attempts.

That night changed me for forever.

This incident brought some of the previous memories to fore, which i had forgotten.

These happened when i was i think 6 or 7 years old.

one dark night I woke-up due to some unknown sensation in my lower part, I found one of my cousin lying beside me. He was much elder to me. he was doing some movements holding me.  he guided my arm to hold in grip a slippery tube like bulbous structure. Holding my hand he made to do some to and fro movements with speed. After some time some strong smashing jerks felt by my hand. I could not see anything since it was a darkest night, i have ever known.

then he lifted and took me somewhere to another place. When he placed me on that bed i found there was another a naked body.  i felt his skin.  It was a big body and well built. He took me into his arms, gently. Despite of a tough body he was gentle enough to kiss me several times. This was amazing and strange kiss i ever had. i never had such type of kiss ever before.

He adjusted me beside him on his bed. My cousin who brought me on that bed went back. This naked BIG body kept his arms around me as if i am a petite little chicken who has to be treated softly. he made me to cling to his body with his strong big arms. Immediately He made my left palm to hold something. It was much more magnificent than my cousin’s organ, hard, bulbous, smooth silky, wet, and erect with warmth. It also had some jerky motion within it. Only missing thing was that i could not see it. There was complete darkness of night. nothing was visible. He was holding me in arms while offering kisses. Body was wet with sweat. But that thing was much more longer than my palm. While i was guessing what this long thing is? He squeezed me, climbed on me, I felt crushed under his huge body and he was doing all his jumping motion on me, i wanted to run out. he held me strongly under his body. He was strong built… I tried to run out of the cot.   to that he said what happened my child? where are you going?

he was a tenant in my grandmother’s house. That night my grandmother was not at home. she had gone to attend a pooja at neighbour’s house which usually they do in the NAVRATRI days. Devi Jagran.

Then whenever i felt something unusual thing while sleeping i found my cousin doing something at my front. While taking nap in summer afternoons, he used to come on bed and lay beside me. I was staying alone with grandmother during summer holidays. In afternoons time, Everybody would sleep. He wore just a cloth around his waist. so he was completely naked. encircling my body with his hand around me. he would make my hand to take his organ in grip and to do some movement over it.

Was this not child molestation?  where i could have complained? these persons were known to me, trusted persons.

That person who recently did this to me was much Elder to me.

He used to stay in our house whenever he used to go city for his job. He always got chance to stay at our house. By touching and praising he made my body accustomed to his TOUCH. then slowly he had graduated on to sneaking into my bed at Nights. Then he made me feel his kisses, liquid and warm kisses, gradually he introduced me to his bare body, his strong arms, He used to encircle me in his tight grip of arms.

Then after wards he made me touch his bare Chest. And i don’t know how he made me to touch his nipples? all through this i just tried to imitate all his actions. Gradually he used to lay beside me naked. few nights he just cling me to his bare body thus he made me to like his touch of his body. he then untied his loin cloths and made my hand to touch his private parts. slowly after few days he tried to forcefully press his body against my body. Slowly he made my body to start liking his applying force on me….. then found that he started playing with my front and back with his hand. Many times he tried to enter his organ inside me with force but at first i tried to resist and successfully ran out of bed. But gradually he became violent in applying force. But when he found me sleeping and he pushed through his organ at my back and he did apply his saliva so as to make it slippery. I stoped him and ran out to save myself. But hurt was done.

Even after so many years of my life those acts and touch and that piercing act,  all that just dont leave me, they come all over again to me. What I can do?